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About Me Member Wannabe Poet needer of hugsT.T15/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 1 Year
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I just

Fri Jun 26, 2009, 12:30 PM
broke up with my boyfriend. That's right, I broke up with HIM. So why is it that I feel like the one rejected. Perhaps it is all the effort I put into the relationship only to have it not work. I feel stupid. I should have listened to myself. I kept telling myself not to give it all away. Now I am left feeling empty like I used to before I was in therapy. I can feel that there is an emotion under the skin of my heart, but I can't get to it. In the meantime, I feel so cold and unbalanced. Dizzy even. T.T this sucks. I feel as if I am ill. My neck and back are killing me and I cant keep my fingers calm. I am twitching. probly all this Mabinogi. ............Does anyone care? is anyone reading this journal? It's amazing how after you break up with someone, you realize just how alone you really are and were all along. I guess I am going to have to get used to that feeling again....


Update: Is looking for random hugs. will anyone give me a hug? T.T :hug:

  • Mood: Neglect
  • Listening to: Newgrounds.com stuff
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: mabi <going to>
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: your computer
  • Interests: Teen Titans, emo-ness, making new words, wasting time
  • Favourite movie: Alvin and the chipmunks
  • Favourite band or musician: Ummm everything?!?!?!?!?
  • Favourite genre of music: Probably Rock, alternative rap, emo, Death metal. I don't like soft rock.
  • Favourite artist: Chibi-BB
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allan Poe, Beautifulpurpleflame, Overactive Mind
  • Operating System: Kill everything
  • Shell of choice: Turtle
  • Wallpaper of choice: Emo
  • Skin of choice: Super white and soft or Straight out of Nigeria Black.
  • Favourite game: Final Fantasy X
  • Favourite cartoon character: RAVEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  • Personal Quote: Step lightly dispite your heavy heart. No one cares.
  • Tools of the Trade: M-80, Machette, semi-automatic machine gun, samari sword

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disclaimer on icon, I did not make that

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mom: when girls wear tight pants, it makes things hot down there like a tropical rainforest. all that bacteria, and fungus-
Me: -and mosquitos^^
Thank you so much for the :+devwatch: :D

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"Tú nunca me dejarás, ni nada podrá separarnos. Tú eres mi gato y yo soy tu humano. Ahora y siempre, en la plenitud de la paz" (Hillaire Belloc).
Thank you, honey. :]
xxoo


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Or do we all
Look. Just. Like:

Adolf fucking Hitler
With this swoopy emo-boy dreamy haircut
Dangling in our faces
Making us all indescribably indistinguishable from each other

Or maybe I'm just another megalomaniac...
Oh my god it's been so long!

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mom: when girls wear tight pants, it makes things hot down there like a tropical rainforest. all that bacteria, and fungus-
Me: -and mosquitos^^
Thank you, Laurel!
:blowkiss:
xxoo


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Or do we all
Look. Just. Like:

Adolf fucking Hitler
With this swoopy emo-boy dreamy haircut
Dangling in our faces
Making us all indescribably indistinguishable from each other

Or maybe I'm just another megalomaniac...
Hi, thank you for fav!
your welcome. it was awesome.

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mom: when girls wear tight pants, it makes things hot down there like a tropical rainforest. all that bacteria, and fungus-
Me: -and mosquitos^^
Thanks for the watch :fusionrock:

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When will the world learn that a pregnant woman is an incredibly beautiful sight? :fusionrock:
well, what can I say? I love big bellies! (rubs own bloated gut) mmmmmm bloated belly. :heart:

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mom: when girls wear tight pants, it makes things hot down there like a tropical rainforest. all that bacteria, and fungus-
Me: -and mosquitos^^
Hey you did it!!! :D XD Nice xDD
Oh, well I hadn't thought about GTA >_>;; I've crashed so many cars, while I was inside them, that my friend got mad at me XDD

GO FOR SINGING IN THE SHOWER!!! >=D

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★☆The words, which I have never said to you or spoken of,
they burn my heart, which is still in love with you ..☆★

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